grubblar du ..grubblar jag ..grubblar inte alla....?
Lördagen:
dagen har jag redan skrivit om men kvällen blidde en överraskning då en ny tjejkompis kom över en stund på bira....blev djupa diskussioner ...trevligt med lite nytt .
Söndagen:
vaknade sent fick bara hoppa in i duschen sen var det barnvakt som gällde...efter det kom en kompis o hämtade upp mig...vi åkte till jkpg o kollade in en utställning verkligen kul..sen åt vi på max...efter det väntade vi på att bion skulle börja...blev lite snack bla kom vi in på en sak vi har gemensamt ..en kompis...tex får han kontakt med den människan o inte jag o det störde mig mer när jag fick det svartvitt. Tänkte att fan nu får det räcka.! Det är bevisat nu...:(
Filmen vi såg var watchmen o var bättre än jag förväntade mig faktiskt...så d var ju trevligt.
Nu sitter jag här helt slutkörd...imon blir det städ o disk sen fika med en kompis...sen stallet...sen sova...kan knappt vänta till sovandet.
I know i keep u amused but i feel im being used...i wish id never seen your face...i couldnt have tried anymore...u lied to me and thats whats really hurts...u led me away from home just to save u from being alone...u needed me to hold your hand...to be in your bed then to kick me in the head....everybody got a hungry heart but u ate mine...i want it back but you devored it...now its to late...u are a complete stranger who played me when i thought u were my friend...i guess i should have known by the way you parked your car...how could u leave me in the cold standing all alone...u got the butterflies all tied up... dont make me chase u even doves have pride...take on me..take me on...but wishings no good when only one does the wishing...show me your true colours please...for me u are not one in the crowd...since u been gone i could do whatever i want but nothing can take away this blues...im like a bird without a song...u think your tough like jesse james but i seen your inner you and u are nothing like him...fear is best to describe u...i will not let u down if u dont give me up...u gotta have some faith...but maybe youre not enough for me... i wanna get me some happy...i wanna get back singing in the rain...freedom...u and me we were the pretenders...when u dont surrender the world just slips away...we dont get any miracles here...but perhaps a little human touch...i just want something to hold on to...u think what im asking for is to much...u must be so alone...u are a runawaytrain u are...u make me so tired i cant even sleep...a heart of stone, cold soul ,heavy mind...restless feet...dont be afraid to be week dont be afraid to be strong...its the return to innocence....open your eyes...come into the open...when its cold outside am i here in vain ..hold on there will be no more shame...we could live in harmony...jump into the ocean...u cant hide cause i have seen u anyway...and i didnt back down not like u did...i believe in u....so have faith...but i can never be yor woman now...u dont even know how much u being unkind....its a bittersweet symphony but thats life...i should have left u right from the start...i should never tried being yor woman that just wasnt me...what u wont do for love...u tried everything but u dont have love...its about a thing...so dont even try to pretend...who u gonna tell when the repocusion dont end...come again...no way...im gonna watch out cause its about that thing...it could all be so simple..but you rather keep it hard...being your friend is like a battle....no matter how hard i try...is it just a silly game that make s u act this way...that make u not wanna stay..tell me who i gotta be...it aint working...im walking..u let go and i let go too...cause noone have hurt me like u...this is crazy...u said u be there for me....why wont u give to me...its a hard knock life...its been dark and empty since i dont know...when all is said and done i still want u the best...it just hurts right now thats all...dancing in the dark..im not getting nowhere...this guns for hire...i gotta stay hungry ...you should never have looked at me that way...theres nothing else left to say...the greatest power is the power of goodbye...theres no more tears to cry...is this the real life or is it just fantasi...enjoy the silence
